Gray season
It is " good " This word is really very delicate. Unless nobody and nobody is the good, who gets along well whom the good,who and who be what good ones,what bad ones it is A word, on representatives. It is " good " To what extent, how " good " is every day each other ,seem very difficult say clearly. The relation between Ye and heart is so, two people are " good " day by day each other Stand up. Say it is " brother and sister " Concern, but how many persons can believe? In fact the final development forms of no matter what friendship it is, eight feelings of kindred, the seven human emotions are not too the love, except that the party has not realized they are moving towards the terminal point step by step.
Ye have an activity to have a class also except studying, sleeping, reading the light reading every day now --Write. Ye write when the study, Ye leave think, writing, Ye have thing have thing write right away, whole section class write. Not because write the homework or take notes, but write the note, and heart biography note. Ye is not very talkative at ordinary times, speak and seldom speak one's mind with people, just some irrelevant digression. Because Ye feel, speak very troublesome, one carelessness say by mistake again with speak, go, correct what by mistake said, only can make oneself to be extremely awkward, might as well remain silent, don't correct meticulously needn't worry making mistakes as well as so, in addition Ye still thinks the words coming out from the viewpoint of mouth are very untrue, make people unable to believe it is the thing that no one can not deny that it is in black and white that the thing written on the paper instead is, so Ye passes the note for the heart.
Ye want, say at ordinary times oneself and what said to have no chance all say at note, Ye tells the heart who the girl that he likes is, his trouble, his happiness, his taste, all his everything. Things these Ye say to wink nowadays someone shared all of his with him only in the past, Ye feels that there is a kind of warmth unseen for ages. Ye is not unwilling to enjoy all one's own with the composition, but Ye thinks he and Chengdu are a boy, it is good friend, good brother, some things are not easy to speak, so Ye talks only to wink and heart.
It begin too Ye it regard heart as by one's own one the younger sisters bloods fond of,at school grade for heart, to the breakfast, snacks of the heart, there is not the one that is not cared about by Ye equally. Ye is found, once can be in order to realize easily to some red extravagant hope, though is only some insignificant minor matters, Ye is very satisfied, think this is little happiness that he has been looking for. Ye has already been forgotten gradually there is this red girl who he has liked for many years deeply, it is all his that Ye has one's mind stuffed with the one that thinks now " Younger sister " --Heart. How does Ye thinks to let the heart be happy, let the heart smile
speech All these beautiful passages, until the past one week on Christmas Day of 2004.
This day, air drying, cold, the sunshine faint a bit. The sesame of classmate of Ye, red good friend has found Ye. Tell Ye whether know it is red for Ye to like, want Ye to red a bit more voluntarily, someone is already pursuing red, the very good people, she hope Ye can with red and together, but not that person. Dialogue this interrupt Ye recover any angry life just, make Ye fall into the boundless trouble again.
Ye has told this the heart, wants to let the heart help him to make a decision, then the heart has found sesames, try every possible means with people such as the sesame,etc. for Ye together. Ye attentive and sesame,etc. give red to write one thousand word of love letters leisurely of deep love under the help of people, this speaking thoroughly to the red love for many years of Ye. Red to give Ye go back one less than page half short 47 word of paper refuse Ye only, that letter basically belongs to and refuses a person instead of the space of accepting a person, it is obvious it is firm. As whom Ye receive the short 47 word him for many years being wait letter that vanish like soap bubbles, Ye is not discouraged either, and the deep love has been written with a letter luxuriantly, will have waited for to tell him red until accepting him redly. Meanwhile, Ye is attentive too and plans to invite and have supper redly together on Christmas Day the same day under the planning of sesame, set off the fireworks to the red explanation formally. Just go on in all these orderly, when Christmas Day comes, become and tell Ye he sees that go home redly together with another boy, it seems that the relation is still very very intimate, afraid Ye not to believe that takes a picture with the mobile phone yet. When Ye saw these photos, he was muddled, a blank in the brain, Ye is unwilling to believe it is true, unwilling to open eyes that all these are, just listening to everything instinctively, the sound seems to superpose each other, is shaking, is stimulating the tympanum of Ye all from coming under water, the head of Ye shakes from side to side, faint just as steeping in water. The heart advises Ye to depend on that is open to click, don't be too sad, don't destroy the body. Ye take heart's advice, mood gradually getting quiet to come down, Ye feel ahead to be very vast, he stays in and does not know it where to go.
Ye accepted this fact at last. But he still likes deeply to be red. He has not complained about anything when he accepts, has not shed tears either, that time, his heart, like the stagnant water. Ye tells oneself, can not cry, should be strong, he is not penniless, he has hearts, have, much have much valuable things are worth his treasuring, cherishing, he wants to look after the heart carefully, cherish the heart carefully, should make her happy, should let the bright and beautiful smile stay on the new face forever, then Ye, him to red emotion all fine long hair giving hearting without reserve, he want, let one's own the " younger sister " Get the happiness.
Together go to school, Ye can wear own muffler and glove for the heart morning; In the school, Ye will buy the snacks for the heart, tells funny stories for the heart; When someone bullies the heart, Ye is always the first one to stand out to hold up one's head for the heart
Such life is kept lasting until and had an examination, make up, have a holiday, in a short month here, Ye can be felt very clearly: He and heart can not separate. Ye has already totally regarded heart as a one's own one, when hearing and thinking that looks for a boyfriend, Ye has not told the heart thinking, it is not all right for her. Ye thinks the heart only belongs to his own, no one wants to seize the heart from his side. This kind of emotion that has already surmounted the kindred may change at any time, it is no longer that kindred is so simple, only waits for an opportunity suitable.
